Sucker punched by good ol' perspective...

This has been a stupid week. You know when you were a kid and you realized for the first time that you couldn't really jump into a chalk drawing like they do on Mary Poppins, or when you realized that sometimes everything is not going to be ok, and the way that felt?? Its kind of been like that, so of course I've been feeling sorry for myself. Sure its due to my own stupidity but still I've worked up a good funk. Anyway, the point of all this rambling... I took Nyla to the doctor today and we found out that her hip hasn't developed properly. I have to take her for an ultrasound to find out the extent of the problem, but the treatment options are all pretty shitty.

Its bizarre how your world stands still and completely changes focus when your child is sick or hurting. I just don't want her to go through any of this. Its a crappy way to find perspective in life - but I guess that's how it usually happens right?

So if you're reading this and you pray, please pray for her. If you don't pray, then please keep her in your thoughts. I'll update when I know something.

Happy Father's Day!

I think Nyla is an extrememly lucky little girl to have a Daddy who loves her so much!
Darryl is an incredible father. I've never seen a man take so much joy in every part of fatherhood.
He loves spending time with Nyla and makes sure to take her on special Daddy time (usually shopping, or somewhere away from home so I can either get stuff done or have a break).
Nyla is crazy about her Daddy. I'm glad they make a great team.
Happy Father's Day Darryl! You definitely deserve the title 'Daddy'.

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Guardian Grandpa

Darryl's Dad passed away a year ago (June 5th), just a few months before Nyla (his first grandchild) was born. Darryl doesn't want to keep remembering the anniversary of Alvin's death, so we're trying to make it a time to remember Alvin's life. So, to all of us loving and missing Alvin now, I hope we can all take a minute to remember something about him that makes us smile. Feel free to share with the rest of us!!
One thing that is difficult for Darryl is that Nyla didn't get to meet her Grandpa Alvin. We're sure that he knows all about her though and he's always near to her, being her Guardian Grandpa. Its nice to know he's looking out for her, our kids to come, and Laurie's kids to come as well. He's a good guy to have in your corner! :)

I don't think grief ever really goes away, the edges just get worn down over time, so please remember Darryl, Laurie and the rest of the family today.

PS: We love you Laurie! We miss you and can't wait to see you very soon. Nyla needs some Aunty Laurie cuddles :)

The only pictures I can find of Alvin right now are from our wedding. I'll add those, and I'll also add a few new ones of Nyla. I hope they make you smile!!

8 months!!

Nyla will be 8 months old in a few days. I can't believe how much she's changed in the past 2 months. She's crawling, sitting up all by herself (she could sit up before if we sat her up, but couldn't get up on her own), she's still saying a few little words, and has started to pull herself up to stand.
I heard her talking to herself in her crib after a nap and when I went to check on her she was standing up, reaching through the bars on her crib and taking things from the top of her dresser and throwing them around. Of course when she saw me watching her she gave me her big toothy grin. I just can't believe she's getting so big. (Ya, we moved the dresser).
She is such a character! If she hears anyone laughing she has to laugh too - but she does an old man laugh. She loves playing outside (she thinks grass is hilarious). She's a lot of fun right now!
I can't believe she's going to be walking and talking soon! Time is really starting to fly.
I'm going to try to get little videos of her crawling and the old man laugh and I'll figure out how to post them on here.
We hope you're all well!

My first mothers day :)

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Welcome to the world Lilly!!

I'm so happy to announce that my sister and brother in law welcomed their beautiful baby GIRL (yes they were told it was a boy) into the world today.

Nyla can't wait to meet her cousin Lilly!!

Congratulations! We're so happy for you!

Tagged for the random 7

Well, I like reading other people's random facts so I thought I'd actually do one since I've actually been tagged.

1. I CAN NOT STAND eating noises.

2. Watches go dead on my wrist (must be something to do with my electric personality... don't stand next to me in a lightning storm).

3. I'm afraid of ostriches. (If you've ever been chased by a very angry ostrich you'll understand what I mean).

4. I rocked the 'girl mullet' when I was a kid. RADICAL!

5. I was in a ukulele band in elementary school. We even wore the straw hats and weird outfits.

6. I would rather have my eyes poked out then have to play video games.

7. I love the smell of the different seasons. And the smell of the forest after it rains.

Ta daaaaa! Now in true blogging fashion, I tag anyone reading this who hasn't already done it lately.

Grandma's visit

Nyla was happy to have a visit with her Grandma. Diane came for a short visit to pick up Darryl and take him back to Lac La Biche to pick up the big truck. (Yes, he has decided to go back to work for Bob. They'll be doing a highway haul). He'll be gone more (which sucks) but at least he won't have to worry about cranes dropping loads of logs on his truck (yes that happened).
Grandma Diane will be back for a visit soon so maybe we'll have time to do some fun stuff then. I'll post pictures for all you family folk that check out the blog.

Missing Barkley... :(

Everyone has started walking with their dogs... it makes me miss Barkley. (We had Barkley for a year, then he went to live with my Mom and John cuz we wouldn't have been able to give him the attention he needed when Nyla was born. He died of cancer a few months ago. How lame is that?? he was such a young dog) I need to live out of town again so I can have dogs...lots of dogs. And maybe a horse or two... and some sheep (just cuz they're cute). Hmmm, maybe I need a farm. I'd even have chickens even though they stink and they're so incredibly stupid. I could be a farmer. I'm not sure what I'd farm but I'm sure I could work it out.
There, its settled. I'm going to be a farmer.

Another reason to love Germany...

My wonderful shoes arrived today!!! I love Birkenstocks - especially these birkenstocks :) What a wonderful day. Are these the perfect 'spring' shoes or what?? Now, which ones to order next... hmmmmmm...

Some things I wonder about...

Do you ever have those days when you think of all sorts of things you wish you knew the answer to? This is one of those days, so if anyone has any answers feel free to let me know.


1. How did Christopher Walken get to be so cool? Did you know he used to be a lion tamer? Nutso.






2.Why would someone choose to live in the city when they could live somewhere surrounded by trees and lakes? (Ya ya I know this is a personal preference, but I'm curious).





3. Why are nuns so freaking crazy??





4. Why are people who want to rule over the rest of us allowed to be in power? It just seems like there's something wrong with someone who needs that recognition so badly. Wouldn't it be better if someone who was genuinely good and noble got elected instead?



5.Why can't they bring back Fraggle Rock? How about the Smurfs? Now those were quality entertainment :)




I have many more questions but not any more time... booo!

Nyla wants to be a Super hero too :)

Nyla decided that she should follow in mommy's footsteps and become a super hero. She got a bit confused about where her 'cape' should go... Look at those muscles - she's a natural :)

This is her alter ego... Kind of Clark Kent-ish I think.

Random thoughts

So I've been thinking lately that I really want to have a super power... I don't even really care what the super power is - I'm not that picky (Well i think I'd pass on the supersonic farts or super spray puke or something like that. Having flames shoot out of my body like that other dude would be pretty interesting though).
Sure,if I was a super hero I'd have a nemesis, but would that really be that bad? In the comics/cartoons/movies the nemesis always makes the super hero go above and beyond what they think they're capable of, and they usually get to beat them down at least a few times before the nemesis runs off yelling "I'll get you next time!"
Man, sometimes I would LOVE to be able to ass whoop a nemesis or two and call it righteous anger.

Moved - sort of

We are now in our new place! Its been busy and there are still lots of boxes piled in the corners, but we're happy to be here. Our Easter was very quiet - no crazy easter bunny around here. The Daddy bunny picked out the goodies for Nyla's basket. Since she's too little for sweets she got some stuffies instead. This one is her favorite... goofy girl. (Its a sting ray)

Hope you all had a wonderful easter!

Moving day!!

So we're almost out of our not so beloved 'crack shack'. Telus can't hook up our phone/internet until Wednesday so we'll be awol till then.
Have a wonderful Easter everyone! Don't eat too much chocolate (like there's really a 'too much' for chocolate... )

Spring... helloooooo?? Are you ever coming?

I forgot that Nyla had this outfit for St Patricks day. Too bad cuz its pretty cute. Darryl thinks the pants are super dorky - but what does he know?? Sometimes dorky isn't so bad.

Poor Nyla is ready for Summer. We found this dress a few weeks ago and she instantly loved it. She would not let it go, so I let her wear it until it got drooled up (not long as you can probably tell). We're so sick of being stuck inside and can't wait to get out. We thought spring was here then of course Winter decided to be a big ol jerk and fart up our plans.

We found a new place to live! We can't find anything decent to buy so we found a rental. Its a cute little house with a ginormous back yard. No trees, but we have lots of places to go hiking and camping so I guess we'll be ok with that. I'm just so bloody happy that we'll be out of the stinky crack shack in a few days. Hopefully they'll get our phone etc. switched quickly. (The number should stay the same - I'll email if it changes again). I'm just excited to finally unpack. We refused to unpack anything but absolutely necessary items here so we've been living out of boxes... boo on that trash.

OH, since we'll be moving this weekend HAPPY EASTER!

I miss you...

I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my friends, the old and the new.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

There are some very good things about moving around a lot... basically we were lucky enough to meet some wonderful people who we now call friends, the bad thing about moving a lot is that we have to leave friends behind when we go.

Today I've been thinking a lot about my friends and different experiences I've had with each of you. I thought I'd make a list of some of my favorite memories and hope that they bring those of you who were part of these memories some joy.

~ Cruising in the 'honey bag'.

~ Road trips.

~ Endless hours spent in Denny's.

~ Laughing about crazy things like fuzzy plum, one eye, 'You better be careful, Santa's watching you!', and big mama :)

~ Killing time waiting for the Usk ferry.

~ Skinny dipping at Lost Lake.

~ Getting kicked out of classes for skipping way too much.

~ Hanging out with 'just the 4 of us' :)

~ Laughing, crying and yelling about boys.

~ That horrible camping trip in someone's back yard...

~ The bagel :)

~ Cuddling for hours at Lost Lake.

~ Blueberry Lane.

~ Last minute Big Mac & Slurpee runs.

~ College roomies...

~ College pranks.

~ Ninjas

~ Long walks around Vancouver.

~ Driving around in 'Sophie'.

~ Camping in the snow. (You were so not prepared).

~ Riding bikes all over China.

~ Abbotsford apartments.

~ Abbotsford roomies.

~ Working in the caf. with the girls.

~ Reading depressing books at the lake in abbotsford.

~ Good friends waiting at the airport with me.

~ Travelling to the Aran Islands.

~ Giving blood for food :)

~ Wearing down the cow trail from Leighlinbridge to Bagenelstown.

~ Good friends visiting in Ireland.

~ Studying for hours in Tim Hortons.

~ Eating so many chicken nuggets we both puked.

~ Early morning driving to school in Calgary.

~ Early morning talking about how we hated school in Calgary.

~ Working in the Clinic (touching gross feet)

~ Looking for jobs...

There are so many but the list is getting too long.

I am truly humbled thinking about all of you that I am lucky enough to call 'friend'. Thank you for your love and friendship. Thanks for knowing me and loving me anyway. Thanks for keeping secrets. Thanks for sharing yours.

My heart misses every one of you.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

~ Unknown

She's getting big!

I finally remembered to get some batteries for my camera so I thought I'd update some pictures. Nyla has 2 teeth on the bottom but is working on some more. I think this picture is so funny - she has that crazy look in her eyes. Usually when you see her looking like that she turns into barracuda baby and will start ferociously gnawing on anything infront of her (usually a hand or arm).

This is my new favorite picture because it captures Nyla singing her little heart out. She has the highest squeaky little voice and loves to sing LOUD. Its so cute! I'm going to try to get a video of her singing and figure out how to post it on here. (Nice drool eh?)

This one is cute too cuz she's so proud of herself for sitting up. She usually looks like she'd be strutting around if she could... so I guess she's strutting on the spot. It won't be long till she's crawling!

One of my favorite pictures

I just love this picture and thought I'd share it.
Things here are good. It looks like we're going to be getting out of the 'crack shack' soon. We'll still be renting till we find a house we both really love which will hopefully be soon. I found one I really liked and went to check it out while Darryl was at work. Its a cooky old house with character - so pretty much perfect, but Darryl is much more practical then me (thank goodness) and pointed out all the work that it would need. I tend to focus on things like the bright red tile backsplash in the kitchen (yaay) and the amazing soaker tub in the bathroom; where he focuses on having to rip out an upstairs bedroom to make a bathroom up there, and putting new flooring in most of the house (the living room and dining room have original hardwood but the rest is crap). So I think we'll let that one slip away - especially since the prices are insane which means we should probably hold out for one we really love.
Nyla is doing so well on the Soy formula and organic mush. Her tummy is so much better so hopefully she'll be growing like crazy.
We had organic buffalo for supper... weird I know. I was expecting it to look more buffalo-ey, but it just looked like regular everyday meat. I don't know exactly what I expected but I was bummed anyway.
H'mmmm not much more for news.
After my weather complainer post I'd like to report that we are having awesome weather. Maybe the groundhog was wrong and spring will be here soon. (My dad says that the groundhog is 'dumb as hell' cuz after all its a groundhog, so we really shouldn't trust it. Good advice.)
Hope you're all well. You grandparents better start commenting on all this cuteness or its BEATS for you... yeah thats right, I'm tough... don't mess with me!

Nyla is 6 months old today!

I can't believe 6 monts has gone by since the day our little squeaky was born! Its insane how much she's changed... she got another tooth yesterday! Pretty soon she'll be in college (ok, not pretty soon but I'm sure that's how it will feel).
We're just so happy that she's here and that she's ours. What a beautiful little girl.