
This has been a stupid week. You know when you were a kid and you realized for the first time that you couldn't really jump into a chalk drawing like they do on Mary Poppins, or when you realized that sometimes everything is not going to be ok, and the way that felt?? Its kind of been like that, so of course I've been feeling sorry for myself. Sure its due to my own stupidity but still I've worked up a good funk. Anyway, the point of all this rambling... I took Nyla to the doctor today and we found out that her hip hasn't developed properly. I have to take her for an ultrasound to find out the extent of the problem, but the treatment options are all pretty shitty.
Its bizarre how your world stands still and completely changes focus when your child is sick or hurting. I just don't want her to go through any of this. Its a crappy way to find perspective in life - but I guess that's how it usually happens right?
So if you're reading this and you pray, please pray for her. If you don't pray, then please keep her in your thoughts. I'll update when I know something.